Friday: Went to SPGG first with Benjamin. Then went down to Brandon's house for mahjong. I only won 40 cents. But whatever, went home at around 7am. Shag...
Saturday: Went down for training. Played pool with Shikin and Brandon awhile. Went back to Katong to find Heather. Talked cock all the way and then went home. So no life ah.
Today: E came my house. Supposed to play mahjong. Ate dinner with Ian. Played pool. Went to East Coast. Went to play arcade. Finally got to play Time Crisis.
F has been messaging me quite often these few days. Sigh, I still feel that strange feeling. I think I fall too deep this time. Probably it's just too fast. I don't know since when have I become such a person. I wish I didn't change and still be like before. Why why? Why am I not pretty? Why is it when you thought life was getting better for you, you still have that empty side that keeps trying to pile up. I think I'm a monster.